I have sadly come to the realization that I despise school. despise. I have no motivation to come. No motivation to do work, or listen, or do homework. I don't study. The only thing that comes from it is the sense of accomplishment I get after attending a class. And that is just sad because it is something I should just accept, not feel accomplished for doing. It's pathetic. Life is so fucking pathetic sometimes. If school was my thing I would have never flunked out to begin with. I have so much more fucking school left of this semester and I already wanna drop out. Someone please help, I need some fucking words of wisdom. There is nothing I do well enough to not be in college. And the weird thing is, I want nothing more than to graduate from college, yet I can't fucking stand it. Dillemas suck. OH well, when this day is over, a rolling good night is on its way. <3>
Thursday, August 20, 2009
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