May 9th, 2005 - "something sweet"

hello dear friends. holy shit im tired. shitty sleeping patterns lately. shitty weather lately. blech.

such fun was had at kendrick's once again last eve. jeni pulled thru as she has in past weeks and made me 21 for the night! gutta love that easy slip on/slip off bracelet action. shoutout to jeni: I LOVE YOU JENI! ; ) i think i only had 6 drinks last night. but i dont really remember. definite rocking out occured. keegan did like 95 all the way down from work so he could get in before they closed. he made it for like 3-4 songs and 2 quick drinks (which he managed to suck down and get quite a buzz from) lol. jen got so wasted it was hilarious. she was hardcore rocking out by the stage with renee and jacqui and erin condon and davey k. she somehow ended up with dan allen's mardi gras beads. im jealous. heh. keegan had to drive her to max's house to get max and bring him back to jen's car at kendricks so he could drive them home. then we brought zoe home. then we went home. i saw some crazy random middle school people i hadn't seen in forever. i wish briana didn't get so drunk so she coulda hung out for the long haul : (

i hung out with serah kelley and dank nuggy nate at their house the yesterday. we smoked and watched some tv. then me and serah drove all over the place and tested out ice coffees. it was a good time. i do enjoy her presence in my life. oh yeah, south yarmouth dunkies always prevails over all others. <3

i babysat rob's kids on friday night. all they did was watch tv and play on the computer. i think i got up once or twice. i read a lot of my book. made 40 bucks for 3 hours. went into work the next day and made another 64 bucks. so thats cool. now if i can just remember to deposit that check....

saturday night i hung out with jen. we had a good time. we picked up zoe from the bus station and went back to jens to start drinking. keegan came and got me around 9ish.. and erin came to get zoe at the same time. we were supposed to meet erin and zoe at some weird hotel that they got a room at, after keegan and i went home so he could shower. never a fast process. but for some reason they decided instead of going in to the hotel room. they would sit outside and wait for us. apparently when they grew tired of waiting they started calling. i didnt answer cuz i was... involved. so they took it upon themselves to bust into my house... and into my room no less. my. god. never has that ever happened to me lol. they were so pissed that they thought we were ditching them, that they decided i owed it to them to either allow them to scrape one of my bowls, or to sell them a 10er of weed. since i was in no condition to be jumping out of bed at their whim, i allowed these bitches to take my bowl, and a sufficient nug and get the hell out. hah. they were amazed at the freedom i allowed them. apparently at one point keegan moved a certain way and zoe saw his "profile" lol which she has told EVERYONE about. profile meaning he was laying on his back.. so she saw him slightly nude from the side but didnt actually SEE anything. oy vey. what friends i have. speaking of friends.. ryan is in st. louis AGAIN, for the week. so weird when he isnt around.

on an awesome note i should be getting a good chunk o' change from my stocks this week. sad part is i wont have any extra money. but at least i can see financial stability. oh- and fuck taxes, fo' sheez. im thinking (briana, jeni & erin) that i should start cleaning out nans house sometime this week. so let me know your availability. first nice day this week another 2 mile walk is happening. i feel it is way overdue.. fuckin rain ruins lives.

i cant handle the amounts of birthdays right now. it makes me feel overwhelmed and anxiety ridden. i cant possibly afford all this. ryan doyle's 21st is today. me, erin, and briana are going to see him tonight. briana's 20th is friday. yikes- gotta get moving on that one. i do believe we will be seeing claire this weekend and saturday is her 20th birthday. and my lovely erin condon will be an old woman (22) on sunday! busy busy wekeend. i hope i dont let anyone down : / and hopefully if i do, they will know i mean well.

well i must go now. i have some more videoblogging to get to. and i need to wait for keegan to come visit before he goes home to go to work. have i mentioned how much i loooooove that fucking kid? its really ridiculous folks, truly.

and on that note. hope no one is pissed. hah. see yas.