Thursday, August 20, 2009

June 6th, 2005 - "why am i sooo tired...."

why hello my friends. im so fucking tired today its unreal. i got enough sleep yesterday. and i was in bed sometime after 2am this morning, but i still got a good solid 6.5 hours of sleep. i went to kendricks last night- but i only had 3 drinks. i wanted to prove my love for roots down below. it was either, hang outside and by the bar and drink like crazy. or actually get down there and enjoy the music and eff the drinks for a night. so i did. and it was awesome- dont regret it one bit. but i did enjoy 2 melonball drinks which were quite lovely and will now be worked into my regular sunday beverage drinking list. thansk renee- you always come up with the best drinks!

so today is day 10 that keegan has been gone. i have been keeping pretty busy with all you fine folks lately that i have been holding up fine. but then there are those times i cant stop thinking about him, and i just want him to be back so bad that it literally makes me feel sick to my stomach. i got that feeling last night riding home in the car with ryan. which undoubtedly lead me to a phone call to keegan that resulted in my whining about how he was still so far away and how he needed to be back by wednesday. apparently thats not happening. but im hoping for thursday... hehe. yeah- ryan c made me sick last night cuz i had to witness him snorting lines of adderall of a cd case. disgusting. get some class. blech.

i got emotional yesterday watching meet the barkers cuz that baby is so cute it makes me wanna die. but i didnt get soo emotional until... mtv cribs came on after it. why you ask? cuz when i looked up i realized i was inside isaac and zac hanson's house. then the doorbell rings, and in walks taylor. i was alone at my house with my hands over my face making light panting noises. no- not in a sexual way- get ur minds outta the gutter. i just miss them. heh.<3

this weekend was pretty good. friday i got outta work an hour early. smoked with matty adams since we hadn't done that in a long time. then went to hang out with jeni and bam. we drove around for a bit. went to bring jen a new pair of shoes at work since hers broke. then they dropped me at tiki port to dine with charley, jordan, and zaza. i had some scorpion bowl for the first time. not sooo good, but its ok. then had a queit eve of smoking with jordan and zaza. hung out at my house. was in bed around midnight. slept till late on saturday. hung out a little. then decided to drive on up to zoe's new pad in boston. it was really easy to get to. sooo fucking hot in boston that day though. ridiculous. anyway- zoe's new place is unfuckinbelievable. especially compared to higgins. its got 3 bedrooms, a living room, dining room, full kitchen, 2 sunrooms... awesome. we hung out in the sunroom most of the night. got really fucking wasted. interpertive dance ensued. played 9 busta rhyme. was given a name book- so i thought it was a great idea to call everyone in my phone book around 1-2am and tell them what their names meant. mine means "deserving of love" isnt that awesome? lol.. sorry for the drunk dials everyone. come to find out im pretty much the only one that didnt know what their name meant. lame. we didnt even leave the apartment the entire time yet it was so fun. next morning i find out that greg and kim's going away party is back on. giving me less than 2 hours to get home from boston, take a shower, and get to hyannis. so i took zoe, floored it down, and made it there.. a little over 3 hours late- but hey. i cant believe they leave on wednesday for arizona. thats also bams 22nd bday. so old. but me and keegan are already planning our road trip for next year where we drive down to arizona, get greg and kim, and head to vegas.. then long beach, orange county.. etc. im excited. but still wicked bummed that they are moving. : ( after the party at kim's dad's restaurant, i took a quarter of shake that i bought from bam and rolled up 3 blunts. one failed miserably. then i picked up zoe. we went to barnstable high school where everyone was chillin out and playing football. smoke a blunt with all my dear old pals. when the day was over i went home to change. so picked me up in the diez and drove my ass to kendricks. we drove around for awhile before going in cuz i knew i wasnt getting a bracelet until after jen had finished her drinks, or jeni returned. went in around 11. got jens bracelet. thanks my love <3 after all was said and done.. went to exit 6 burger king with ryan and his weirdo friend tom. then home. wrote keegan another letter... talked to him. then went to bed.

im gonna wait till tomorrow to see if i hear from this realtor woman on the apartment. if i dont hear from here by tomorrow afternoon, im calling her. and if she doesnt answer or call back im gonna fuckin raise hell. cuz this is ridiculous. i need confirmation. biatch.

fuck i gutta get to work. birthday blunting it up with matty adams after work. its his 22nd.. wild. oh- and dan allen totally crowd surfed on us last night, and i may have inadvertedly touched his ass. oops. lol.

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