Thursday, August 20, 2009

August 11th, 2005 - "in this madness i will bring it back to where its supposed to be"

holy shit you guys. i literally feel like death. so for some reason i decided it was a good idea to get wasted last night when i knew i had to work this morning. i figured since i was pretty drunk by 10 that it was plenty of time for me to sober up and get to sleep. i know that i was in bed and probably asleep or close to it by 1. but i woke up super early this morning and i had to get water cuz i was convinced i was gonna puke if i didnt. keegan woke up at the same time to get something to drink too. we started drinking when it was still light out, i think thats what gets me in trouble. anyway- it started as just me, erin, and briana playing drinking scattegories. briana discovered that she despises that game. after 6 rounds of it we decided on 9 busta rhyme. so we were doing that and kyle came over. random, but awesome. sooner than later keegan came home with lisa who he had just picked up in new bedford. he brought her to cape cuz her bday was saturday and she just turned 21, and they were gonna go to the improper bostonian across the street. so they played a few games with us and headed over there. but it was closed. and so was karl's landmark cafe. so they ended up eating and getting a cape codder at bz's, then coming back to party with us. at this point jeni, bam, and cap had also arrived. more games... and more games... and a lot of cigarettes. we hung out hard and it was awesome. at one point keegan and bam went to get matty adams so he could come smoke a blunt but he dicked out, so keegan smoked with matty and then came home. while they were gone me and lisa and erin smoked the last of my stash. at this point i was pretty much gone. i felt awesome about getting to spend some quality lisa time since i know she is important to keegan, and the only friend of his i really know is ryan. i like her a lot. first kyle left... then briana left... then cap left... then jeni and bam left... then me and keegan went to bed... lisa fell asleep... and somewhere around there erin left too. it was pretty funny that i had to have sex on the floor now that i recall- cuz he was worried about erin hearing the bed move. that cracks me up.

so here i am at work. boss isnt coming in all day. keegan and lisa, the lucky bastards that they are, are probably still sleeping. they are gonna lunch break me, and then he is gonna bring lisa back to new bedford so she can get to work by 3. erin o and jen p have gone to zoe's in boston till tomorrow night cuz jen has some chanel thing to go to. that weirds me out hard since i dont think in all the years that we have all been friends that jen, erin, and zoe have had quality time. woah. and now that i realize it- im gonna be horribly bored at home alone tonight since keegan works till midnight and my buddies that are always at my house are gonna be 100 miles away. but now i remember that i made drunken plans with briana im excited about. so hopefully we can get together. but i think i will def nap when i get home.

i wonder if equal can give you chemical burn on your tonuge. cuz if so, its happened to me. i drink too much coffee i guess. i drink 2-4 a day. ice coffee that is, but you all knew that. i need to just have one in the morning- and another later if i need one, but i shouldnt have more than 2 a day. its getting gross.

awesomely enough i put my car in the shop tomorrow. im thrilled cuz that way i can drive keegans car when i need to get somewhere until mine is 100% fixed. then that bitch needs an oil change like nobodies business. and then i also think i will be looking for a new car. i know it seems ridiculous but i have just never been comfortable in that hunk of metal.

i realized how much i love the first couple lines of Bevery Hills by Weezer. its so my jam. well- the beginning anyway: where i come from isn't all that great, my automobile is a piece of crap, my fashion sense is a little whack, and my friends are just as screwed as me.

so its a go on warped tour monday. me, keegan, briana, nick, ryan callahan, kelcey, erin o, and erin condon. i need all of these people to contact me however so we can figure out who is going with who and who is sleeping where and whatnot. im wicked psyched even though i do not have the money for this. and i heard that story of the year is playing as well, and i fucking love them. bonus.

the other day i saved my parents marriage. there is there fucking anniversary present. it will be 16 years on the 19th. and they were literally gonna break up over the fact that the y-d cheerleading and football people humiliated my mom in front of her cheerleaders, and she wanted my dad to take my brother off the team and walk off with her, and my dad wouldnt. so as everyone knows, my mom went ballistic. in all my 20 years of life i have never been able to calm her down when she is in one of her fits. i finally did it. it took me 30 minutes, but she finally got queit and calmly said "you should be a psychiatrist. no im serious, you have a gift amanda. you are really good at this." really the only reason im so good at it is because i grew up with the crazies, but instead of becoming one, i learned how to deal with them. go me. however when and if i do go back to school i think im def gonna look into becoming a therapist or something, cuz i have wanted to do it since i was little. i just dont wanna be a doctor.

speaking of anniversaries, today is me and keegan's 4 month-er. nothing to celebrate, but it is a milestone nonetheless. i will celebrate a 6 month, and a year, and every year after that, but monthly is too much to keep up with. he is now my 3rd longest relationship, but obviously most serious. it feels like we have def been together longer than 4 months. on the 15th we will have been living together for 2 months. thats so wild. i never thought i would live with my boyfriend at this point in my life. weirder things have happened tho.

this morning is going by so slow and it NEVER does this for me. this basically means that the afternoon is gonna be even worse. ugh. at least this is the start of my weekend. i took 3 ibuprofin at like 6am because i thought my head was gonna explode, and now the pain is back. this sucks. i think im gonna go in the back and pack somethings to pass the time... i mean look at this fucking live journal entry i have just created.. its a god damn book. how unlike me. and yes- i know i forgot a shitload of things i would have liked to write about. well, good day friends.

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