April 5th, 2005 - "i think im dumb, maybe just happy : )"

i first have to start out by saying that i think it is pretty shitty to write horrible things in your livejournal about bands that you are fully aware of your frieds liking, and insulting their taste. so let me stoop to that level and say that Type O Negative and Godsmack suck way harder then My Chemical Romance ever could. Sorry, Renee, but you asked for it. lets not be pissed. <3

we played an awesome prank last thursday. erin and i kicked ass at moving outta our house. during the backyard clean up we discovered lauren's dead turtle in a bag under the deck that she assured us she had gotten rid of months before. cunt. yeah lauren, you heard me. hah. anyway. erin and i decided that we would leave cape at 1:30am on thursday and drive up to franklin to return said turtle. we met up with ryan and keegan sometime around 3, and they navigated us to lauren's house. ryan drove erins car, and erin did the turtle drop, since i refused to touch the damn thing. it was in a plastic bag inside a kitty litter box. erin wanted to put it in the mailbox but i figured those kinda people would try to get us in trouble for tampering with mail, a federal offense. so instead we just left it in the middle of her driveway so someone would have to get out and move it if they wanted to leave the driveway. ohh crazy times.

friday night i went up to franklin. i stayed at keegans cuz he had to get up wicked early in the morning and help a co-worker move. we hung out with ryan for a bit, but managed to get back to keegan's and get in bed around midnight. which was great, cuz we both needed sleep. always weird sleeping at his house in a separate room tho. we got up ridiculously early and went to dunkin donuts. then went and sat at the trope for like 45 minutes while he waited to get picked up. he left at about 10am. i headed to nan's in westboro for some quality time. we hung out a bit. i took a shower and a nice powernap. hung out a little more. then went back to keegans house to get him so we could go to the trope and meet jen, who was coming to pick us up en route to FPC.

so we got to FPC and got keegan and jen registered so we could all get into the talent show to see tim. we also got to go to mr. mikes and get subs which i was stoked about. got back to kelcey's and made drinks for the talent show. i made a nice strong dr. pepper/captain morgans, and with help of jen's absolut citron and juice i was half in the bag by the end of the show. p.s. the show fucking sucked, tim was the only good part. i guess all the talent must have graudated last year.

after the talent show we went back to kelcey's and played some drinking games. i dont even really remember where the night went. i know jen left and went out with tim. and i know that once again we were ditched by the katie's and dannielle. but kelc is a trooper and we hung out hard. ryan got there at like 12:30am. darts were played. meghan let us sleep in her bed which was cool. we had a slumber party in kelcey's room, with her and ryan in her bed and me and keegan in meghan's bed. everyone was up wicked late. smoked weed in the bathroom. jen and i tried to get people into loving the song roxanne wicked bad. i think we were the only ones partaking in drinking everytime sting said red light. gutta love it. i had an awesome fucking time. <3

we left fpc a little late. i screwed home in jens car in order to get keegan to work by 5. damn im good. got in my car and drove back to cape. home by 6. back up to franklin by 10:30. met with kelc who came all the way down from fpc. watched constantine. it was pretty good. kelc and ryan left. i stayed with keegan to do payroll. i didnt end up getting home till 4:22am. i just couldnt pull myself away, you know how it is ; ) im well trained

so because of my antics i was literally so tired yesterday i wanted to die. but i moved into the new place anyway. my little one bedroom apartment attached to my boss' house, down the street from my work. cute and convenient. but small. whatev. new phase of my life. weird.

so instead of taking a nap which was my intital intention. i just set up my new place and decided to meet ryan halfway. he picked me up at exit 3 and we went to meet keegan at about 1am. we drove around and went to a lake. i was told i wasnt quite trained yet. for the record, thats bullshit, and if anyone needs training its him. <3 hah. got back in ryans car and headed home. made it all the way to like exit 4 before i started falling asleep at the wheel. 1 coffee and 4 red bulls yesterday had me going till just after 3am. first night alone in the new place: success.

i would just like to say how much i love matty adams who just put his subs in my car cuz his car died and he doesnt need them right now. made my day, definetely. im so fucking pysched it hurts me to sit here knowing they are out there. haha.

and poor ryan who just hit some guy on the mass pike. he is ok, but i guess the front of his car looks like the back of mine now. yikes. bummer. at least the other guy didnt have any damage. its always good to hit trucks as opposed to cars. lol.

just got word that keegan got the week of 4/20 off. so now he can hang out. this day is getting better and better. and i can go to bed early tonight. ahhh, sweet release. despite the major problem of my life that is money, i am wicked happy otherwise. and this may in fact be the first time i have ever been able to say that and mean it. wow. <3 <3