well hello again. this fucking blizzardy weather called for a definete livejournal entry. im sitting here at work, on friday (thank god) listening to dane cook (cuz my boss isnt here) and throughouly enjoying myself. my coffee is acceptable today. im thrilled. i got home from being off cape for the first time in what seems like weeks but was probably only a week.. at about 2:30 this morning. AS SOON as i got on the mid cape fucking highway.. snow. all in my fucking face. snow. again. and again. and again. when will this insanity stop?!
so life has completely and utterly sucked lately. i blame the snow. oh, and the fact that i QUIT SMOKING CIGARETTES LAST THURSDAY!!! i haven't had this much anxiety in years. i have been a smoker for 5 years. this is ridiculous. i only quit cuz i was sick, and i figured if i could quit for a few days cuz i am sick.. i might as well just use this as an excuse to really kick the habit. ugh. so i decided on the way off cape last night i would have my one-week-anniversary-see-if-i-still-love-cigarettes cigarette. but the funny thing is, to torture myself, i only brought stale cigs... so needless to say i got maybe a quarter to half way thru the cig before i through it out. it was a nice feeling, but it was all based on the wrong premise, so i had to give it another go. i went to visit keegan at work at regal in bellingham. jen was too cold to get outta the car, so i stood outside with keegan and he let me have a nice fresh cigarette.. and i *loved* it. but he smoked marlboro mediums or whatever.. and im a camel lighter.. so i am not too worried about cravings. just when you think that was it.. when we left ryan's house last night a little after 1.. i figured in order to stay awake i should probably not decline his offer for a marlboro no. 27.. and it was *good* too. but once again, that was that. i think i have now made it. i think i am a social smoker. well- i hope so anyway.. i mean, i *do* still have those 2 unopened packs of camel lights in my bedroom : / my moms advice... "get high and find something else to do with your time" hah. so i bought the book party monster.. and its almost done... then what? geez.
so the men in my life never cease to amaze me...
keegan- drives down in the fucking snowstorm on sunday... takes him an hour to get from rt. 149/rt. 6a to my house... yeah it was bad.. and he had to shovel a place in a neighbors driveway to park overnight cuz my fucking road wasnt even plowed for 2 days. we got some good footage of sledding down our street tho.
ryan callahan and matty adams- joined forces and power shoveled my car out of the driveway... i really didnt wanna do it. i will add that matty also took care of me last week when i was sick and supplied me with a lot of medicine and dvd's to watch. thanks brutha.
cap and mikey- went and bought a brand new red sox bowl at the joke shoppe and made the first stop to my house to christen it with me, aww how sweet to be thought of.. TEAM WEED
ryan doyle- comes up to visit from seekonk.. shovels me out of the driveway AGAIN since the fucking retards shoveled me back in.
Bobby- sleeps over the night before last.. thank god for him cuz both mine and briana's little honda civic's got stuck on our hill trying to get to work, and bobby was right behind us *literally* pushing the cars up the hill. what a guy.
oh yeah- and we recovered my "bitches" bong that was "missing" from my house. and by missing i mean in a backpack in lauren's room that i am told was just found in her trunk the day we found it in her room. just dont know how it got there... hmm. right.
and our tv is gone. so no one bother calling me to come hang out and watch movies or tv or anything like that because there is absolutely nothing to do now. so much for compromises. i cant wait till july.
i brought the tenacious d dvd in for my boss to borrow today. i feel that everyone should experience it. its the funniest shit ever. in a serious way. it hurts me.
oh AND i brought my video camera with the footage of erin getting us stuck in the snow in her car, then backing herself out of the snow (with her door open).. and well- lets just say she cant get in or out of her car door without a little bit of a fight. it was the second funniest moment of my entire life. and we have it on film. priceless.
well i need to go work now. i guess thats what im here for. tomorrow night keegan, jen, and i travel to fpc. pretty stupid considering i do not have the money for the trip.. but we just *gutta* go! i cant wait! and if anyone wants to hang out tonight, let me know. i refuse to go hang out at home in my bedroom since we have no tv for entertainment anymore... oh this is rich let me tell you. anyway- call me up, message me, whatever.. cuz if i dont hear from you people im gonna hafta take off and go off cape again.. once again, no money.. but the compulsion will overtake me. i *know* it. alright i will leave you with this then. TGIF. <3>
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