March 25th, 2005 - "i need to be productive : ("

oh.my.god.holy.shit.im.so.fucking.tired.and.its.only.10.am.

quick recap regarding chain of events from last night:
left work.
picked up jen.
met jeni and bam at exit 6 for a little pick me up.
went home and changed.
high tailed it up to boston.
got to zoe's.
left zoe's with jen, erin, zoe and vicky.
went to a.j. wright, some ghetto ass store.
didn't find a cardigan, which was the whole reason for going.
went to tj maxx instead.
found the ugliest cardigan you've ever seen, but the closest matching color i have found.
went back to zoe's.
erin left.
zoe, jen, and i decided to leave at 9:10-15pm to go to Bellingham, with intention of seeing Miss Congeniality 2 at the Regal that Keegan works at.
was too busy jamming out to 50 Cent and smoking weed, and missed the exit for 495.
realized it WAY after the fact.
Keegan called.
realized i def fucked up, cuz we were in fact, in Brimfield.
we saw mountains covered in ice.
got off the highway in amherst.
turned around immediately and headed back.
faced the fact that we were gonna miss the movie.
got to bellingham.
went thru mcd's so zoe and jen could get food.
sat there for the better part of 10 min while the cooks jizzed on zoe's mcchicken.
drove to hess to get gas.
my pump didnt work.
i yelled obsecenities and then decided to leave.
drove around bellingham and medway.
got $5 increments at the strata bank atm.
went back to hess.
had to use my debit card as a credit card so it would work.
finally success.
went and smoked a butt with keegan.
hung out in his parking lot for 45 min.
jen slept.
me and zoe played a game in which we had to name as many animals per each letter of the alphabet as we could.
smoked too many bowls, so the game didnt go too well.
switched to famous people at one point.
went a little better.
keegan got in the car.
headed to boston.
stopped and got him some pizza at 1am.
went back to zoe's and hung out with zoe, vicky, jessie, paul, jen, and keegan.
smoked camel light 100's. mmm.
got in bed.
watched harold and kumar.
didnt even wanna look at the time, but im assuming pass out ensued close to 4ish.
got up at 6:50am.
went to leave, but someone was parked behind me.
i panicked.
zoe had to go knock on a door for 10 min to get the bitch to mvoe the car.
thanks zo.
drove keegan back to bellingam, got ice coffee.
hopped on my fave highway (495) and came right to work, after dropping jen off and getting more coffee of course.
sitting here now.
so tired i could literally pass out.
shouldnt have taken that adderol last night instead of today. fuck.
blueberry ball tonight.
im excited. and nervous.
i dont wanna clean when i get home.
im gonna be cranky.
i hope i dont pass out too early.
who is sad about this being my last big party? cuz im like super depressed about it.
fun activities are planned for tonight.
1. limbo
2. play "roxanne" by the police and drink everytime he says "red light"
and 3. slow dance to the classic "stairway to heaven"
i need more ideas. but thats it so far. hope to see you all tonight. <3>