July 8th, 2006 - "leaving our shoes behind..."

i fucking hate working on saturdays.
i haven't seen keegan in like 6 straight days...
and the day he finally has off, i work.
of course.
AND he had to get up at 7:50am this morning to wait for comcast.
and that sucks since he has worked doubles all week and i should have gotten up.
but maybe he felt bad that i had to work.
but when i woke up at 9 to take a shower. he had a load of laundry done, the bunnies cage clean, and was vaccuuming.
what a guy.
i still feel bad though.
and i was pissed last night when i asked him to bring me lunch at work today.
and he said he had a lot of stuff to do so he wasn't making any promises.
how often have i drive to SANDWICH to bring him food?
bullshit.
although, i kind of know he will come.
i want d.j.'s for lunch real bad.
whatev.

you guys don't even know about last sunday.
well, you do if you're chelsea, tara or erin.
panic! at the disco at the avalon in boston.
blew my motherfucking mind.
in a serious way.
i have been going to concerts since i was 5 years old.
and that may have been the best one, ever.
and i have seen 2 out of 3 of my very favorite bands...
and still, this may have beaten those.
amazing, just amazing.
i have video on myspace.
and pics in my yahoo photos.
check it out.

i'm hoping to talk to briana today.
i heard she was getting out.
i wanna know how she is.
and how she feels.
and all of that.
i miss that bitch.
she is so fucking strong and awesome.
i knew she had it in her, she just had to find it.
anyway...

what else...

i think my coconut ice coffee is giving me chemical burns on my tongue.
er, the equal probably.
that's why i have to give up my coffee half way through and drink water.
which is cool, cus i like water.
a lot.

monday is my get healthy day.
cigarettes - gone.
fast food - gone.
and by fast food i mean less or none of d'angelo, b.z.'s, albeas...
i need to start bringing my lunch.
mad portion control must be in affect.
back to the gym.
weed smoking only once a night if we are sitting at home.
if we are doing something, or in the car, then more is fine.
less sitting on my couch, more activity.
even if i have to drive around to keep myself from eating.
no smoking before the gym, ever, under any circumstance.
save money!
seriously.
and since everyone knows i'm only a two-weeker...
give me the benefit of the doubt again.
i'm gonna need mad get healthy support.
and i know there are many of you who need it or want it too.
so lets get it done.
love you bitches.
peace out.

happy weekend.