it's fucking raining. i hate the rain.
oh, hello by the way. it's been awhile, i realize. so i'm at work today. on a saturday. and yes, i'm pissed off about it. we opened an extra hour monday-friday for all the assholes who couldn't get here between 9-5. but now we need to have a whole day for these people? not only is working on saturdays utterly ridiculous, it is taking my one and only entire day i have to hang out with keegan. fuckin' lame. but i assure you, this will be the last saturday i work for awhile. brenda wants me to start working "every other saturday" to give her a break. give me a fuckin' break, fo' real. she's lucky she had to go to a funeral today. hah. i'm such a bitch sometimes.
but work has been a fucking bitch too, so there. it has been real nice having kelcey around though. she did a damn good job while she was here. having some relief is always very nice. my job used to be easy. i could sit here and play on livejournal and myspace all day long. but now, i mean come on, when was the last time i really posted? and i'm not talking my engagement post, cus that was a necessary post. you get the point.
so things are okay. i'm in some credit card debt, but i guess that's to be expected because of christmas. i managed to charge up $1500 on one card, and $600 on another. no good. but i make my payments every month, and i took my cards and hid them from myself. practicing self control. i also put away $175 to pay off my paypal account and get it in working order again. i just have to find out where to send the money. i contacted paypal, but i got nothing yet. my only other REAL problem is taxes. as most of you know, i don't get taxes taken out. at the end of the year i get a 1099, so i owe money. last year i owed a couple thousand, which my boss pretty much handled for me. this year, new boss - no money. so i really don't know what i'm gonna do, and yeah, i'm pretty nervous.
oh yes my bunny is fine. we got her some new bedding at pet smart yesterday, and i bought a bunny magazine so i could read about her. i fucking love bunnies and someday i wanna have a whole room full of bunnies. a bunny playhouse. they make me feel happy. yay for bunnies.
so erin o is buying tickets for me, zoe, keegan, and herself to go to cannibus cup '06 (novemeber) in amsterdam. we just have to pay for the passport, lodging, and food and shit while we are there. i cannot believe i am going to leave the country probably before i leave the east coast. weird. amsterdam will be my last hoorah since i will be spending the majority of 2007 planning my wedding. then 2008 will be a serious settling in time. and babies soon to follow. which totally means i cannot be doing anymore drugs, thats for sure.
keegan and i bought our first porn together yesterday lol. we both came into the relationship with a cheesy late 80s early 90s porn on VHS. his is called "captain organ" and mine is called "girls with curves 2". i don't know where he got his, but jen gave me girls with curves 2 wrapped in newspaper. classy bitch. well, we did view deep throat together. but ryan was there. and we were not dating when we bought it, or watched it, and have not watched it since. and it's on vhs. so this is our first dvd porn BOUGHT together. crazy shit. since we all know i am soo not the type. however, we do all know that i AM the type to be a hardcore advocate of the trojan condom with the vibrating ring. for those of you who rock birth control, you do not in fact need to use the condom, the ring is not attached. 20 minute battery. so wild. i know i know, it's weird of me to have dedicated a large paragraph of my entry to porn and toys, so out of character. but hey, i'm an engaged girl now, so it's to be expected, right? ; ) i am totally buying jeni one as a "welcome back to the game" gift, but i went to cvs and they only had one left. so undoubtedly i had to have it. those fuckers are 10 bucks each too. flat out robbery. they probably make them for the slightly prude people like myself who won't suck it up and go buy a "toy", yeah, i'm not at that point yet. lol.
i'm hungry. i have been doing really well on weight watchers. i save all my bonus points for the weekend so i can go out and have drinks and eat normal foods. tomorrow i'm going to the gym which i'm excited about. i have been doing real good with going to the gym too, which is interesting for me. last week i had some things to do after work so i couldn't go everyday. but it's okay, it's not necessary everyday, especially since this is the first time i have been serious about excersize since i was little and played sports. what a concept.
friday night is my first overnight with a baby ever. of course that baby is dominic. my favoritest most cutest little boy.. oh god i love him. well, i don't know if i should say cutest little boy, cus he is just a baby. so he is the cutest baby. and jared is def the cutest little boy. man, my friends have some damn cute kids. speaking of, i just talked to laura higgins who is gonna let me babysit logan soon too. finally! that's a damn cute kid too. oh, and another - anthony. just turned one. he blows my mind that one. so unreal. the cutest little face... oy vey. i'm going baby crazy. but don't worry, not baby crazy like i want one. they are real cute to play with, but to have to deal with 24/7.. i'm not at all ready for that one. i got new pics of dom i am putting in his online photo album that i have. i just love holding on to him close and feeling his little baby heartbeat. it really makes me so happy. anytime i think of them going away it literally makes me cry. i really don't think i'm gonna be able to deal. this move just might send me over the edge in the worst way. ugh.
it's fucking pouring. all i have to do is drive home and i am so not looking forward to it. and all i wanted to do was go out and have a few adult bevs tonight, but i cannot drive in this. nor do i feel comfortable with someone else driving me in this. fuckin' rain - go away.
i don't know if i told you all, but keegan's parents got us tickets to see Phantom of the Opera in march for Christmas. i am so fucking stoked i could die. that was def one of my absolute fave xmas presents. i have already seen phantom of the opera, but i would see it again and again. i have known every word to the entire thing since i was 5 years old. it rules. and when i was younger i always said that the man i would marry is the man that would take me to see phantom of the opera (that and serenading me with the song amanda by boston, but i don't think we are ever gonna get there lol). so anyway - you have to know that it blew my mind when he told me that he asked his parents to get them for us.
i need to go to a concert. i was just watching offspring's americana dvd that kelcey bought me for my bday and it made me miss it. although when i'm in an intense crowd like that with all the moshing, it's a little much for me. but i deal. it's all for the love of the band. and if i'm willing to get slapped around by 250lb men, then obviously it's worth it for me.
well i really need to get going. this is outrageous. nothing i wrote was even interesting! i forget things that happen in my life. it sucks. well, i love you all. have a fantastic weekend, or long weekend, whatever. i, unfortunately, have to work monday. blech. peace out. <3>
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