its too hot. i don't love this bullshit. fat girls and heat don't mix well. it just puts me in a bad mood when i step out of the shower and immediately feel dirty again cuz my hair goes wild and the air is so thick. frizz is the anti-christ. tomorrow is atkins again. *sigh* yes i know, i know. i do not know why i continue to do this to myself.. but i have been eating so unbelievably shitty lately that when i go back tomorrow my body is probably gonna go into shock and lose like 10 pounds in the first week. i think not only erin, but kelc is doing it too. having team players is key. hopefully we can all go food shopping together. i also decided that i'm gonna need to start excersizing. and get a tan before the summer is over. but we shall see how that goes. keegan says he loves ME and that my weight obviously does not matter one bit to him- but i want to be able to look better for him instead of worse. he's a good boy. hehe.
we are having erin o, briana, and nick for dinner tonight. i'm gonna make pasta with butter, milk, and garlic- salad- broccoli- italian bread and butter- and keegan is gonna make some sort of scrumptious chicken dish, since that's his specialty. it will be my last carb-o-riffic meal. i'm looking forward to a late lunch of kream and kone as my last lunchtime hoorah. woo hoo!
i have seen a lot of movies lately. in the past few weeks i have gone to the theater to see bewitched, mr. and mrs. smith, and charley and the chocolate factory. all were good in their own respects. erin and i rented hide and seek last night. if that isn't a mind fuck horror film like the six sense i'm not sure what is. it got me, hard.
we went to my parents house last night cuz i can't locate weed on cape cod. i got hooked up. hah. i'm psyched for right now. and they re-did the house so it looks just like the cheer connection did. creepy and sad.
jen p turns 22 in 8 days. gimme some ideas. i know i should know of all people- but this girl has everything!
i can't wait till warped tour. i can however wait for the unbearable heat, the dirt, and the massive amounts of people and overpriced beverages and long lines to get them. but seeing offspring and my chemical romance is more than worth it to me. ah i'm such a slave to music sometimes. the idea is to get a hotel room the night of the 14th in Northampton, that way we can get there early on monday. woop woop.
the front of my car got appraised for over 3 grand in damages. the side i haven't had appraised yet. the back is about $850. estimate day is friday. i hope someone can fix the whole deal for a reasonable price. such a hoopdy ride. but me and keegan still drive it around like there is nothing wrong with it. so ridiculous.
alright i know there is SO much more i wanted to write but i have to go. this entry is distracting me from my work considerably. comment on my shit or something- let me know you people are still alive out there. <3>
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