Thursday, August 20, 2009

February 9th, 2006 - "could it be? an update by yours truly? holy shit..."

well look who it is. me! i can hear the applause now...

so im sitting at work at 10 on a thursday night.. cus i dont know if you know, but its what i do lately. we are a good 10 days at least backed up with work. its nice to have business, but its not nice to be at work at 10 pm on a thursday night. but alas, it keeps me outta trouble, i guess.

good news. the ebay drop off store franchise that was rumored to open down the street, is not in fact an ebay drop off store at all. she packs stuff for people, and something else. but ebay related.. not so much.

tomorrow is my 10 month anniversary. yeah, i know, big deal. but yay for us ; )

so jeni, bam, and dominic are moving to arizona on tuesday. i want to die. i havent been this upset since tinky winky killed himself 3 years ago. when i found out.. the other day... i cried so hysterically i couldnt answer the phone at work cus i couldnt get myself together. for the rest of the day i would tear up everytime i mentioned it to someone who didnt already know. but now i think im in denial. or something. cus all of a sudden i dont feel like bursting out crying anymore. until tuesday. and the reality hits. hard. i dont know what i will do. oh shit, here it comes.. nevermind, i have to stop talking about it now. ho hum. : (

linger by the cranberries just started playing on my computer. i forgot i even had this song on my playlist. i cant figure out if that makes me cool or lame.

chelsea is in the back at my work making a cd from my music collection. i love cd's. i love music. i love that after months of not updating i cant think of anything good to say so i have resorted to this sort of thing.

laser led zeppelin tomorrow night. me, chelsea, keegan, jeni, bam, tara, jason, ryan c, possibly nick, possibly erin o, possibly zoe, possibly jordan... anyway, i get to borrow the mountaineer- so i can fit 7 people comfortably in that shit. the only set back... at least $60 to gas that shit. now if everyone pitched in a little for gas then we would be stellar. i just dont like asking people to do that. eh, whatev.

going to fridays a lot. i have been doing that a lot again lately. drinking. not to get drunk tho, just drinking. fun times.

i'm going to florida march 9-11 to visit/meet keegan's grandmother. i hate florida. but im sorta excited to go. ah scratch that, im nervous. and he told me i was only allowed 2 bags.. and we arent checking them.. and i cant smoke pot for 2 straight days. i honestly dont know if thats something that can happen. the longest i have gone in 4 straight years without smoking has been 24 hours. thats it. and that aint no lie. the thought of not smoking for a whole weekend kinda makes me nosh. and for some reason i cant feel my fingers.

state radio and roots down below concert friday feb 17th at lupo's. tickets are only 10 bucks. get in on this. its awesome. we might party at ryan doyle's house in east greenwich after. that would be radical.

keegan and i are going to see phantom of the opera in march. its getting closer. im fucking THRILLED but i have to dress up. which takes some of the thrill away i must admit.

im actually wearing a different outfit today. im so fat. its so sad. i keep trying to lose weight, then i slip right back into the funk that is a fat girls way of life. at least its no surprise. its not like i have ever been skinny so i have no idea what im missing! haha. yeah, good thinking amanda. real positive.

we got tickets to amsterdam/cannibus cup '06 in november. me, erin o, zoe, and keegan. i will leave the country before i leave the east coast. now if that doesnt make me awesome im not sure what does. it shall be my last hoorah. cus come 2007... its time to plan a wedding. come 2008, its time to get married. and come 2009... maybe babies... maybe not.. we'll see how im feeling bout that when the time comes... ; )

"you make me wanna la la. in the kitchen, on the floor."
why is that so retarded... yet catchy? gross.

i love random thoughts. oh and something else fun. after all my advocation of vibrating ring condoms, heather bought one. she will thank me, i promise you.

what do i wanna drink tonight? i have been all about the mango berry margueritas lately.. but tonight i need something else... but what? maybe a long island iced tea? thats an intense thought. well, it is thirsty thursday after all.

i think brenda thinks i have been working for the past hour. that will be a harsh wake up call when she realizes im not anymore. oh well, at least i came in, right? def.

i havent smoked yet today. i have been pretty good about that lately. well, its not GOOD, but it conserves, and i love that. i got a new bong since we last spoke. steve woods gave it to jen p, who in turn gave it to me (she's a good bitch). MY BITCH. anyway, we call her raisenette... chelsea coined the term.. i find it fitting. real thick glass. brown accents. neato.

(_____Y_____) put that in your profile if you wanna kiss my ass.

oh, even better...

(___@___Y___@___) put that in your profile if you have some tig ol' bitties

no i didnt steal them from anywhere.

yes i know that im not the first one to do that.

but im still funny, right?

man, funny and cute. what a win/win kinda bitch i am.

(oh, now she is being sarcastic.. she packs mad wit too)

i think im delirious. couldnt tell you why. im pretty tired. havent eaten since lunch. havent smoked yet today. and yeah, still at work with numb fingers. so i guess its not super unusual i might feel a mild case of delirium. suure.

i got my exise bill today. it feels like just yesterday i paid my last years off cus of the warrant i had. why does the town of dennis value my $15,000 car at $6,000? no idea. but if it means i have to pay them less, then wooord.

on top of that i need to pay my $437.50 rent and my $217 car insurance. next week are payment on my 2 maxed out credit cards, and my phone bill. good things to come, clearly.

now my nose is cold and THAT, my friends, is UNACCEPTABLE. and i must go on account of that, and that alone. good evening.

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