i'm using my motherfucking myspace blog again. i am getting crazy.
so i'm sitting here on my computer at HOME, at my NEW computer desk and staring into my NEW flatscreen monitor... having respiratory failure.
oh, and p.s. i was not trying to brag above. i just want you all to share the excitement that i have. and understand, that i am a hermit. i am pretty sure i have already driven several people out of here because i spend so much time online now. hey, it happens, right?
so i am not typing this in livejournal simply because i enjoy the font choices here more. seriously. i have a hard time typing and enjoying myself if the type does not appear attractive to me. man, i'm superficial in an unheard of way. but, anyway, it's the truth, and i wanted you to know.
we leave for amsterdam in about... 9 days. jesus christ. oh, and my birthday is totally wednesday. i'm just not psyched for it this year. but i have to admit, it comes at a very convenient time for me. party in rhode island friday to celebrate it nontheless. best of the best, just like my 20th that ryan had for me.
keegan gave me my birthday present last night. it's fucking awesome. something i would have never thought to have purchased, or even asked for - simply because i didn't even knew it existed. it's a digital picture frame. so you put an SD card in the bottom of it, with all the pictures you can fit on the disk... and it just plays a constant slideshow. the best part is, it has a remote. and you can add music files! who knew?
so i had to splurge and buy myself an ipod mini today. i mean, i am going to be on a plane for hours and hours... i am not gonna wanna carry around a hefty load of cd's and a bulky cd player in my carry on. keep it simple folks. see, i couldn't afford a factory brand new one with the engraving like all the cool kids have... haha.. so i got mine on ebay. the seller seemed reputable and it was only $150 for an ipod, an mp3 player, and a fuckload of accessories. reasonable ebayers are the best. he promised i'll have it by my birthday, so i have time to load all my songs for friday. but oh yeah, it's silver - and it's really mini. i get like 3 cases for it and the docking station and fm transmitter and the what have yous.
i love listening to music on my old computer from college because i run into some shit i completely forgot i ever listened to. it brings me back. and the best back to be brought to is a back involving music. like right now... i mean, i know i listened to story of the year, as i still do... but i haven't listened to this particular song in a long time. yeah, as an example.
still obsessing over meeting 30 seconds to mars by the way.
the respiratory failure is still going strong. my nose is clogged and my mouth does not really know how to react to it. i am trying to take deep breaths through my mouth but they don't seem deep enough. i think i keep holding my breath subconsciously as i type. or possibly in general.
dude, weird al just came on. amish paradise. no way. totally a better example.
briana, tara, and kelcey were here moments ago. well, longer than moments - right before i started typing this. tara was going to meet up with jen a, briana had to get her car, and kelcey was tired. i'm content though. me and my internet. muah. it's better this way.
my paycheck this week seriously needs to focus on winter clothes for the trip. i need that new hoodie i have been talking about. and def a pair of clogs, and regular socks. really comfy ones for walking purposes. my feet are gonna be so fucking freaked out. i hope i don't fall a lot. and it was also brought to my attention (thank god) that their plugs are different over there. i mean, i knew that, but completely forgot. kelcey's gonna look into it. i cannot and will not live without my hair straightener. and you know this.
i was totally zoning out to pink floyd right then and completely forgot i was even typing a journal entry. i'm back now.
i'm seriously getting sick and this is one of the worst things that could ever happen at a time like this. i cannot get on a plane with a stuffed nose because my sinuses make my face literally feel like it's gonna explode because of the air pressire. and i also can't be expected to drink and smoke hard on friday night if i am gonna get sick. blech. think happy thoughts.
well i better go. erin will be here momentarily. i just need to get out. get a coffee. get some toothpaste or something like that. yeah, we're just about out of toothpaste. i just took some meds. i took daytime stuff so it won't make me tired. i'm a thinker.
think of me.
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