June 20th, 2005 - "just another manic monday"

back at work. monday morning. blah. i hate mondays.

so thursday... what a freakin day. after work, i pick up cap and erin condon and headed to exit 6 to meet jeni and bam so we could follow them to the stork connection in dartmouth for an ultrasound that we could all sit in on. the fuckin place was awesome. there was a HUGE room with a couch so we all go to sit down and watch the ultrasound on our own screen! how intense! so finally when the baby turned into a good position so that the nurse could reinforce the sex of the baby, she tells us that its a boy, not a girl. needless to say there were gasps, silence.. then you hear me with a series of things like "no way!" and "oh my god" and "i have so many people to call!" i was fucking floored. we all were. couldn't stop talking about it. im gonna love the little fucker no matter what but i really had my heart set on a little girl! but jeni is happy, cuz she wanted a boy. i guess it was negotiable bam. lol. the nurse even typed "it's not negotiable" on the ultrasound photos. and she got a dvd of the ultrasound. unbelievable.

friday was an exhausting day. from noon that day, till 1am that night (sat morning) we moved my shit. i literally have everything i own in one spot now. its wild. the majority of it is in storage, or else keegan would have a fuckin heart attack. he is so stressed out as it is. i feel so bad for him, this move has to be hard for him, even though he is super excited about it at the same time. anyway- i had the whole apartment organized and looking much better by the time he came home from work saturday night. oddly enough, my parents got in on the move and brought us a ratan and bamboo couch and matching chair (temporary pieces of shit more or less), an entertainment center, 2 end tables, and an outside table and chairs that is currently being used as our kitchen table. i also took my lamp and my mirror from my old room. tomorrow we are getting the big purple couch from robs, tara is using her boyfriend's truck to help me. that will be awesome cuz we really need more shit to fill up our living room.

sara (keegan's sister) and dan came over saturday night to see the place. they like it. it was so weird having them in "our place". she is too damn cute, its crazy. they are bringing keegan's couch down at some point, but i think thats gonna be after their honeymoon. eh whatev. we got stuff till then at least.

we need a bigger tv for the living room.

last night i actually skipped out on going to kendrick's. i figures since ryan wasn't going, and jen wasn't going, and keegan wasn't gonna be able to pick me up, it probably wasn't a good idea that i got drunk and drove from hyannis to dennisport. so instead i brought zoe home to boston. tweth came with me for the ride. we got to zoe's around 11 and bought 2 large pizzas from inbound pizza. then i played girlfriend of the year and drove to the trope with one of the pizzas and surprised keegan. he was fucked up off weed and vicodin. poor kid. then we made him smoke. we left a little before 1. i would have liked to stay and watch kicking and screaming with him, ryan, and rob but tara had to get up at 7 and i had to get up at 7:30- plus we didnt want any asleep at the wheel situations. but weirdly enough i was wide awake till like 3am.. then keegan called me around 4 and i was wide awake to talk to him. went back to sleep around 4:20... and now im here. what a weekend. i feel kind of nauseous and i dont know why. blech. i need another coffee i think. must do laundry and take a nap before keegan gets home tonight. i wonder if i actually will. im excited about just resting at home with him tonight. we havent been able to just hang out with each other in days. it sucks. the wedding is saturday- so if anyone is interested in dress shopping with me on tuesday and/or thursday please let me know. ugh im nervous.

i feel shitty and i have to get back to work. peace out mothafuckaz. <3>