June 16th, 2006 - "in honor of my bitches in tennessee"

well it has been a rather odd past 2 days.
solely because chelsea, erin, and briana left for tennessee wednesday evening after a pleasant goodbye smoke.
they got there real quick apparently. erin messaged me saying she was already dying from the heat, dirt, walking, bugs, etc.

exactly why i didn't go.

when they left, i was alone.
alone in my apartment for the first time.
well, not the first time.
but without a doubt, there is at least one person to keep me company every evening.
that one person is usually chelsea and/or erin.
this will be the longest chelsea and i have been apart since we started hanging out.
that's really so funny.
erin goes away from me from time to time, but it's always so bizarre.
so tweth has been keeping me company lately, which is very cool.
jen too, she came over for a bit yesterday.

this weekend is fucked. not only are my 3 compadres gone, but tweth is going to ptown for the weekend.
which is fine, i still got kelcey, renee, erin condon... i got ho's... as you all know ; )
but it's still weird without your all time everyday hang outs.
plus the fact that keegan has to work friday night, and a double on saturday - which NEVER happens.
but at least he has sunday off.
which also NEVER happens.

we're going to visit all the dads on sunday.
yes, i said "all" the dads.
my dad, his dad, and my biological dad.
this will be the first father's day in my entire life that i have actually seen/visited my biological father.
i kinda feel like this is the worst kind of betrayal i could show to my father, but it's more of a conveniency factor (since we'll be off cape), it's not like i planned on visiting my bio dad on father's day.

i've been trying to eat very little, and very healthy lately.
even keegan has jumped on that bandwagon by switching from soda to water.
i just *really* have to keep up with this. and i really need to exersize.

i'm more broke than i've been in quite some time.
i have never ever overdrawn my account, and if i don't deposit some money into my account today, consider this the first time i have overdrawn.
disgusting.
they won't give me a loan with that kind of behavior.

we see panic! at the disco on july 2... i think that's the date.
anyway, we're stoked.
it's at the avalon, which i was just at in november for hanson.
it's not very big, this place is going to be fucking packed.
which gives me anxiety, but the fact that i'm seeing them will make it all okay.
the dresdon dolls open for them, which makes me want to kill myself.
i think they're awful.
but hey, that's just my opinion.

so i'm seeing nacho libre tonight at keegan's theater.
i believe jen p will be riding with me.
kelcey is gonna meet us there.
as is ashlee & matty adams, matty's girlfriend eryn, and whoever ashlee brings.
i love jack black.
but i just found out it is PG, meaning he can't swear - he's funniest when he swears.
but these are the same people that did napolean dynamite, so it has some promise.
i just hope it is funny, and not stupid.
but i also heard nickelodean put it out.
let's keep our fingers crossed.

saturday all day and night i have zero plans.
i will DEF be seeing erin condon that day and/or night since you have no idea how much i miss her.
i have to pick keegan up from work that night, and afterwards we are meeting jamie goodwin & company for a drink or two at friday's.

speaking of jamie, she called me last night.
she had a rough night, but it was good to hear from her.
she informed me of this party on tuesday night that i am supposed to inform others of.
apparently jamie's best friend rachel is throwing a kegger with an ice luge, beer pong, and PUDDING WRESTLING.
they already ordered the pudding.
this ain't no joke.
i must go.
and i urge you to do the same.
i'm just going to watch, forget about the drinking, since it's a tuesday night.

it's beautiful today.
about 73 degrees last i checked.
between 68-75 is the perfect degrees for me.
i can still rock the zip up hoodie when i'm in the shade, which i generally am.
and you best believe i am rocking that hoodie.
and shall remain to until it comes down to a sweat issue.
then i need to embark on the wonderful world of tee shirts where i feel somewhat exposed fat wise.
hence the reason i'm trying to shed a few pounds.
mainly so i don't look like a beached whale.
and especially since amy provost's wedding is july 9 and i would like to buy a nice outfit to where, and not have to squeeze into something i have in my closet.

oh, so there are a couple things i forgot to mention...

last friday, keegan got his license back.
but, because he lost his license 2 months ago, the registry sent a letter to his insurance company saying he had no license.
so they sent him ANOTHER cancellation notice.
he called, saying the date they have scheduled for his insurance to be cancelled, was just 3 days before his license could be reinstated.
the agent told him to just bring proof of reinstatement to their office in BOURNE on the day he got it back, and she would void the cancellation.
so we did just that.
his agents called the higher-ups, who informed her that they could not in fact void the cancellation, and he would need to come up with a grand up front to put down.
yeah, like we have a fucking grand lying around.
and since we have the same address, he can't drive my car.
he can drive his bosses car, which is fine for when he is at work, but doesn't help me.
i have put 7,000 miles on my car in 2 months.
this is killing me.
he is hoping to have his insurance back this coming week.
again, fingers crossed.

the other thing i hadn't talked about yet was amy provost's bachelorette party in ptown last saturday night.
it consisted of me, tara, jen p, amy, uncle dave, and amy's friends holly, kelly, and angela.
we took a limo to ptown, consuming 5 bottles of champagne on the way.
that's almost a bottle each.
then we stopped in for a slice at george's, where we all had a round of bud lights.
from there, we migrated to the alibi to see pearlene's drag show.
it was fucking awesome, as usual.
then we hit up the governor bradford, where some karaoke was going on upstairs.
we headed downstairs where it was pretty dead, and they were playing the likes of 50 cent and whatnot.
tara and i headed to the bar for shots and beers while jen danced on a pole.
i got pics of all of this in my yahoo album.
then we were going to go to the lesbian bar called the vixen, but uncle dave wanted to head to where the boys were.
so we ended up at the a-house.
it was so clubby.
i walk in, lots of half naked gay men.
loud techno music.
strobe lights.
smoke machines.
first off, we ran into jermaine - which was an incredible situation.
the hottest gay man i've ever seen.
we are childhood friends, i love that kid.
he went away into the abyss of dancing men.
we all danced a little.
yes, i danced.
i was at that point... i had been drinking non-stop since 7:15pm, and it was then past midnight i believe.
i actually did a few things that night that were very out of character.
1. dancing, obviously.
2. drinking a bacardi coconut nip, straight, on the way home.
3. asking the limo driver to pull over so i could piss OUTSIDE.
4. did not smoke any weed.
5. did not puke.
we had a fucking killer time.

anyway, i need to get to work now.
glad we could catch up like this.
have a good day everyone ; )
TGIF!