August 9th, 2006 - "word up."

so last night was successful, in a sense.
it was dinner with keegan's parents.
they came down from franklin.
keegan bought a little grill and made steak, halibut, and tuna kabobs.
i made zuccini and summer squash and corn on the cob.
his mom made a homeade apple pie.
mmm mmm good.
my parents bailed the night before, as i knew they would.
the day they stop being a disappointment as parents is the day i drop dead.
seriously.
i don't even wanna plan my wedding anymore cus i know as soon as i have things figured out...
they are gonna fuck me over.
like the ALWAYS do.
so, maybe we WILL just alope.
or have some tiny ass ceremony and then a big party.
and then someday, maybe for our 5 year anniversary...
we can afford a REAL wedding, and renew our vows.
this is literally my thought process at this point.
they are ruining my life, and i don't even live with them.
ugh.
ANYWAY, i feel bad enough for venting to keegan's mom yesterday when she asked me about it.
i don't think i wanna do it to all of you anymore.

SO.

dinner was awesome.
went well.
i love the keegans.
every last one of them.
i'm so psyched to be part of that soon.
although, they already make me feel like i am part of it.
which makes them even more awesome.

our house is super clean.
keegan is like a machine.
he painted a new painting.
it's amazing.
we have all out artwork on the walls finally.
a sick ass new tv.
we got it for $100.
originally, $550.
perks of working at an ebay store.

after dinner, erin, renee, bobby, chelsea, and ryan came over.
erin, bobby, keegan, and i played some drinking games.
we smoked some weed.
called it a night around midnight.
well, i did at least.
i woke his ass up on the couch at 2am and made him come to bed.
i don't know why i always freak out when he's not in bed...
because honestly, i like my space when i sleep most of the time.
it just feels wrong to sleep alone at this point.
oh, and he also nailed emmjay's food dish to a board so she can't tip her food all over the place anymore.
my babies will be so smart.
haha.

i'm tired all the time lately.
like, more tired than usual.