March 24th, 2005 - "shoutout to keegan"

yesterday keegan told me to write a live journal entry entirely dedicated to him. i told him that he knows i would. he told me not to, cuz he didnt want people to get the wrong idea. i will say, however, that him saying he doesnt want people to get the wrong idea is because i said something along those lines recently. so i decided i was gonna do it anyway. hah. the reason being, is that i need to write a livejournal post for today, obviously. and i did nothing yesterday to write about, except for hang out with him, briefly.
so last night i get off work, meet erin and tim. go to the seek freq nook and smoked too much weed. go home and pass out at about 6. since franklin was supposed to get so much snow, i decided to ixnay the trip, cuz it would make no sense for me to drive up in it, then drive back in it. so i tried to coerce keegan to come down. just when i thought i had him, he called and said he wasnt coming. he had good reasons: weather, work a half hour early in the morning, laundry to do, didnt even get outta work till about 11:30 anyway... so it was all validated reasoning i would say. but for some reason the irrational part of my brain was not ok with that. lol. i got pissed AT MYSELF (he thinks i was pissed at him) cuz i was literally upset that he wasnt gonna drive down in the snow after working 8:30-11:30 and have to get up at 6am to drive home to work 8am-3am. thats me being selfish. obviously. and i got wicked upset cuz i was literally sad that i wasnt gonna get to see him. and pissed at the snow cuz i did have initial plans of going up there. he brings to my attention that we used to go like a week without seeing each other. now i cant go a day. this is bad.
anyway, just as i thought my bullshit thoughts would subside, he calls and asks me if he should come down. at this point its after midnight and i still have not gotten outta bed. i told him i was biased to the question, and he should do what he wants. he says if he does come down, then i hafta realize that he has a serious problem. i said that was fine cuz it made me feel better about my serious problem. so i asked him where he was. he says at home. i speculated otherwise. come to find out he is at exit 1 on 495. so needless to say i am totally suprised and stoked at this point. he does indeed amaze me on a daily basis. or- nightly. its just funny cuz since friday- he slept over friday & saturday, i went to the trope sunday, he slept down on monday, i slept up there on tuesday, he came down last night.. tonight im going to zoe's but im sure i will go by way of franklin either on the way there or home. i really cannot believe he actually came down last night. and thats so awesome. so this concludes my shoutout to keegan. <3>