so i got back from florida saturday night. ahh it was so nice to get off the damn plane and know that smoking a bowl was within seconds! chelsea was kind enough to not only pick us up for the airport, but to have a packed bowl waiting as well. it was an amazing time. it was nice and warm, with a beautiful breeze that prevented me from just sweating without moving. i sat by the pool and read my book pretty much all 3 days. keegan and i did a lot of walking. we went to a bar twice. it had 30+ beers on tap. too bad i don't like beer.
ahh i miss florida. and its so weird cus i always hated florida. but i realize, it wasn't even florida that i liked, it was being somewhere with no responsibility... just me and keegan for 3 days. quality time. we have never had that much quality time and now it practically feels like we have a long distance relationship, cus the majority of the time we talk, its on the phone. our year anniversary is april 10, and i ordered him a neat non-sappy gift online today that he is gonna love! what a guy.
so i went 3.5 weeks with no cigarettes. almost a whole month! then, because of the lack of weed and caffeine, i thought it would be okay to just smoke butts while in florida. not a good idea, now i'm smoking at the same rate i was before i quit. it has to stop. but i love it so.
and yes, chelsea, we do need to get more serious about the gym. but there always seems like better things to do! ho hum. i was i could stick to something in my life. like, actually STICK to it... whether it be a diet, going to the gym, or quitting smoking. i SUCK.
my steak and cheese with no bread was less than satisfactory today. that bums me out. i looked forward to some good meat intake, and thats what i got. blech. i may be sick.
we went to zoe's last night. smoked a lot of weed. visited with jordan. god i miss him. he grew his own weed. and it was fucking fantastical. damn near rocked my world.
tonight i need to find something that will allow me to look at least presentable for phantom of the opera on friday. i fucking hate shopping. especially with deadlines. going to see failure to launch tonight. not because i want to, but because its something to do. tomorrow i'm going to hang out with erin condon. i miss her, and i need some quality time with her and jared before they up and leave me for arizona too. speaking of, cap came to visit me at work today... and of course i got earfulls of arizona once again. yay for the fact that i cant go down for ryan's bday like i wanted to. fuck expensive plane tickets man, for real.
this day is dragging. i feel shitty about this week. too much stuff to do. thursday i have a little after work meeting for health insurance. hopefully he will tell me that he has a plan thats right up my alley! lol yeah, right. and then its the 2hr premiere of the inventor show. also the evening in which i make briana the kielbasa and linguica we bought the other night. and friday is phantom, which i am fucking psyched about. then back to sucky saturday in which i have to work on my only day to hang with keegan. then he goes and works a double on sunday. fun fun. back in the saddle again folks.
i honestly cannot believe how broke i am this week. its practically unbelievable. except somehow i will manage to eat out every day, go to the movies tonight, and get a pedicure thursday. go me. AND taxes are due next month. and i have absolutely nothing saved. i am 21 years old and have not yet learned how to save money. its cool that i am one of the most self-sufficient people i know, yet will have less to show for it than everyone else.
im starting to bum myself out. so i must go.
i can't wake for the friggin day to be over.
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