man, it sure has been awhile. i'm sitting here alone with some time to reflect... so i thought, why not? we originally had plans to go to rhode island tonight... but those plans fell through. keegan and kelcey just went to play disc.
let me tell you something about disc. i've played before, years ago. i thought it would be a really fun activity for me to get into for weight loss purposes and whatnot. i had only ever done the burgess course. so, this year, we got ourselves some discs and headed to the college course. yeah. me in a skirt and flip flops and going up and down treacherous trails while trying to smack the bugs off - doesn't mix too well (as you can imagine, wah wah wah). not only that - i can't throw the fucking disc. i realized that it is not just the fact that i let my fingers hook around the disc flap, and hold on to it too long... but my arm does not want to throw anything in the direction it should go in. i discovered this sometime last year or the year before, when i went to play beer pong. what a sad night that was. now i will never claim to have been a undefeated beer pong champion... but i was pretty good in my heyday. now i can't even throw remotely close. it's horribly embarassing, and such a mystery to me. so anyway - that is the long winded version of the reason i didn't go with them to play. i mean, we all know i'm lazy, i'm not disagreeing with that... it's just those little things like lack of sneakers and bugs in my hair that keep me down THAT much more.
we missed the moe concert the other night. we had 4th row fucking tickets. we get to the parking lot - look at the sign - look at the tickets... and realize it was the night before. oops. we both looked at the tickets before the date of the show, and neither of us had noticed. der.
crazy shit is happening with my job. i can't really discuss it in depth because it is all too new - and not quite put together yet. i do promise that i will "blog" about that when i am in a position to elaborate further. think happy thoughts.
keegan bought me a bridal book. it's like a year countdown to the "big day" and tells you what you should be doing each month. it starts at 12 months, and that's in november - so i have some time to get into it. i def need to make more calls though. i seriously have bridal spurts where i get some shit figured out - and leave the rest for weeks (or months) later.
oh, and i also wanted to tell you guys that my boss *might* have the only photograph in the world of abraham lincoln, mary todd lincoln, and elizabeth todd edwards (wifey's sister). it's an ambrotype, and it's going to auction july 28th. you can check it out if you go to www.nesteggauctions.com/lincoln.php - it's pretty fucking wild. i got to spend some time with it. i really can't be sure if it's totally him or not. there are almost as many reasons to believe that it's him as there are to believe it is not him. if it sells for a mil, my boss will throw me 10 grand to pay off *most* of my tax debt. if it goes for less, i am gonna get a little something since i did the research on the damn thing.
i have wicked anxiety right now. i think it is because i don't know what to talk about - even though i haven't posted anything in months (nothing of substance anyway). and all these thoughts are flooding my head, but i am pushing them all away and only coming up with stupid things to say. it's either that, or i'm freaked out that the charcoal in the grill is burning and i am in charge of not forgetting to periodically check on it. scary. (i did just get up to check on it by the way).
so i guess i will talk about one of those stupid little thoughts that get through --- the band paramore is awesome. i really love their song misery business. i don't normally like a lot of chic lead singer music, haha. i get into it no matter how many times of day i listen to it. and trust me, i listen to it a lot everyday. however, it is not to the point where i would go spend a full day at warped tour waiting to see them (since that's the only place they're playing) because our warped tour line up is laaame. i've either seen all those bands, or never heard of them. plus, all ages shows suck more and more as you get older.
so some of you may have heard about nan. we keep hearing that she'll go any day now... then it's back to any week now... who knows at this point. this woman does not want to let go. i am right there with her though. i am not ready for that. i have had a shitload of time too... but you just can never be ready for it. meh.
ugh i hate being confined to the house. i really just wanna get up and get in the car and go somewhere... but the fucking grill won't die out. at least not by the time kelcey and keegan get back. i'm like a tornado of anger, swirling about! heh.
keegan, ryan, and i are leaving to go to new york city on saturday morning. we are going to get there early, enjoy the city - check into our hotel, go to the dispatch show, go to the roots down below after show, go to bed, and go back home. what a fun less than 48 hours! but you know what july 29 is?? well if you guessed jen provost's 24th birthday, jen andrews' (family) baby shower, or the silverchair show in boston... YOU ARE CORRECT! erin, kelcey, keegan, and i - the ones that went to the silverchair show in NYC in february - will be taking on the avalon in boston. fuck yes. even though silverchair's music is un-fucking-believable now. and when i say that - i mean it in a positive and negative way. positive for them, because they are all getting older and happier and all that horse shit. but negative for me, because i don't wanna fucking hear daniel johns sing like justin fucking timberlake. don't get me wrong - i love justin timberlake, but daniel johns should NOT BY ANY MEANS be trying to hit those notes. ugh. they are on the late, late show tonight. probably playing straight lines - one of the gayest songs possible. god i love them, why did they have to do this to me? hah. actually, i really like 3 songs on their new cd. sucks compared to liking the entirety of every other one of their cd's though.
dudes, i got to go. i can't manage my thoughts anymore. i'm gonna post this, then freak out about how i should've posted about something i completely blanked about. see yas.
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