October 27th, 2005 - "you owe me"

ok so i told jeni i would update if she picture commented on the dress-up pic on my myspace, so i owe her.

anyway this post is mainly about how i cannot post like i used to. i will wait long enough to post so that something substantial has happened or something, then i get here, and i can't remember what the fuck i have done for the past 2 weeks. i never thought my memory would be this bad at age 20. i pretty much thought it was funny up until i realized how major of a problem it really was, and now im sorta worried about completely losing my mind at a young age. i tested myself last night when i was watching tv. i got into whatever show was on, then it went to commercial, and i was either thinking or looking at other things, and i could not remember for the life of me what the fuck i was watching on tv. and it made me sorta sick to my stomach cuz i sat there and thought so hard about it the entire 15 min commercial break! (ok not literally 15 min but it always seems that way on MTV). so anyway- i can't stop smoking pot so i guess i just better start to do some memory exercizes or something. if i remember to.

keegan and i got a bunny last weekend. we adopted her from the centerville mspca. i have always wanted a house bunny. one that has free reign of the house because she is litter box trained. i have had tons of bunnies in my time, but they were all outside bunnies. she is a year old and her name is Emmjay. she is spade already and in good health, so pretty much very low maintenance. she is so fucking cute, i have pics of her in my online photo album for anyone that cares. keegan has never had a pet before so this is his first one, and our first living breathing purchase together. he didn't even want it, but now that we have it, he absolutely loves her. it's so fucking cute to see him interact with the bunny. god i love those two.

so today is my last official day in which rob will be writing me a weekly check. if everything works out according to plan brenda and i will be in business (AB's Eclectic Treasures) as of monday. and that's when i have to put my all into this business so much more than ever before. it's gonna be so weird when she goes back to her house in boston some point and leaves me to completely run the biz. neat.

i stopped drinking ice coffee. not like for good. fuck no. but it has been so cold in the morning that i have not been able to bring myself into getting one. so i have succumbed to toasted almond hot coffee. it's my new shit. yum. the great one is the way to go as well i find.

so jamie asked me to watch his 5 month old baby logan on saturday. im so excited i told him he didnt have to pay me. and i have to pick logan up in hyannis at 7:30am on saturday morning. ugh. but its so worth it cuz that baby is so cute. im pysched. i have always wanted to babysit a little baby! yay!

later that evening will be the halloween party. im excited but i dont know why cuz i dont even have a costume, and if i dont find one today, im probably gonna have to rock the last year costume which is super lame. i think keegan and i are gonna stay at justin's house that night since keegan works in the morn and his work is only 10 min max from justins house. plus we dont wanna have to drive drunk all the way to dennisport.

zoe is taking me to the hanson concert next friday night! i cant even believe it. this is gonna be so nuts. if there was ever an event that only zoe and i should attend, this is it. the excitement is overwhelming. finally - closure.

today is my friday. thats pretty awesome. then i have a business meeting with brenda tomorrow. a shitload of laundry. saturday day is logan time. saturday night is the party. sunday is recuperation day/reality tv night. wut wut.