September 29th, 2003 - "its so sad, so immature, life right now is all a blur"

I decided I am going either hardcore atkins, or hardcore anorexic until I get skinny. I can't deal anymore man. Not only do I hate myself more than anything else in the world, all the hot guys that I hang around with just consider me a "good friend" but everyone else is hott. What I would give to be Briana. Anyway I think I am going to hang out with Shumunk tonite, is that weird? My saturn is working and so is the system and the capacitor. Isn't everyone excited that I will be so much more mobile now that I don't hafta pay 40 bucks to fill up the fucking mountaineer? Alrite well Shumunk and I are conversing about the subject matter MARIJUANA so I must go now. Good day all. <3