November 30th, 2003 - "time can't change everything"

Well hello my friends. Once again, a nice random post from yours truly "bonghitta420." I am at Zoe's right now using her hardcore futuristic computer while briana reads magazines and plays with her new camera phone, and zoe... well i am not exactly sure what she is doing, but michael jackson is not in fact the father of billie jean. she's just a girl. and the kid you ask? not his son.
oh i just remembered what zoe is doing. she is doing the one thing that she has been doing nonstop since yesterday morning... eating frozen burritos. ugh. refried beans and the like does not interest me in anyway.
so i don't really wanna get into a post about my life like i so often do cuz that gets me and my readers nowhere but an island of sadness and depression. i will let everyone know however how i have been particularly stupid lately. example 1. i crashed the mountaineer doing 3,000 dollars of body damage, not to mention fucked up the transmission we think, but we don't know how much that ones gonna cost. i just wanna say that the damage was done because i rear-ended someone because they stopped short and it was raining so i slid into the guy. he was cool tho. and it was also my first accident. example 2. i don't have enough classes at 4 c's to be considered full time, therefore i walk this earth as of now with no health insurance. good thing i didnt get hurt in that accident. erm. yeah.
so last night zoe, briana and i got drunk and played lots of asshole and listened to lots of old r&b and rap songs. kelcey came by and made a cameo for a little bit, that was pleasant. we smoked a lot last night too. then jen came by around 12 and brought bagels. i love that bitch. we made a futile attempt at karaoke. unfortunately the words wouldnt come up on the screen. so i suggested we karaoke anyway because some of the songs we all knew by heart. so zoe took it upon herself to not only sing "it's my party and i'll cry if i want to" but to also sing "love shack"... it was intense. lots of microphone feedback. ouch.
zoe destroyed 2 40's, briana destroyed nearly 3/4 a bottle of bacardi O, and i of course killed a pint of captain morgans. we drank straight for 6 hours, i am pretty sure we sang that long too. then we got in zoe's parents bed and started watching the story of ron jeremy that we rented, but briana fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow, and zoe followed about 10-15 minutes later. i sat up and watched almost the whole movie, then realized it was like 5 something in the morning and i needed to go upstairs and get in a bed to myself so i could sleep comfortably.
max is coming to fix my car today i think!! i am so excited but i dont know what he's gonna be able to do for it, it's fairly fucked up. i have had bad luck with cars lately. i think i want a new one. once i learn to save money then i will seriously consider it.
so pat gets outta jail on tuesday, hopefully at least. that whole deal is sketchy. unfortunately i have class so i won't be there for the intial release i don't think. i hope chris isn't there, he is a shithead.
briana and i hung out with adam and lisa saturday night and got drunk with their friend lisa at her house. i drank boone's farm which hardcore reminds me of the powerlines. it was good. somehow we ended up sleeping at sean's house that night. once again, not a fan of 3 in the bed, but since there were 4 of us, sleeping space was limited. i felt weird since sean clearly wanted briana alone and i was clearly on his opposite side, but there werent even enough blankets for me to get on the floor. such an odd weird situation that shall never happen again unless he finds his aero mattress.
erin thinks she is quitting weed. well let me say this. if that in fact is true, all her friendships are gonna be completely fucked up. i don't even know how to interact with poeple that don't smoke. oh man its so frustrating. she may have weeded herself out in amsterdam, but she will be back in effect no doubt, so i am not worried. ha its true, i have no faith. she'll be smoking butts soon too when she comes back. i know it. fuck change. fuck time. fuck time changes. muah.
ok so i am sure there is much more i wanna say, and i probably won't say it in livejournal for another month or so. so i hope this suffices for everyones need to have an insider look at amanda's fucked up life. woop woop. i hope this finds everyone in good health...hehe. comment or something so i don't think EVERYONE hates me in the internet world. i am not a hater, i am just internet challeged at home.
i'll make love to you by boys to men is on, gutta go, peace out!