January 6th, 2004 - "you motherfuckers think i'm a gimmick"

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
moved into my grandmothers house
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
well i am hoping to keep mine, which is hardcore atkins till june
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
this year? yes my biological father had his second baby in may
4. Did anyone close to you die?
yes, my friend dan aka "dirty dan" aka "tinky winky" rip
5. What countries did you visit?
never
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
massive weight loss and lsd
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
june 20th i got my license back
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
going away to college, losing 50 pounds
9. What was your biggest failure?
failing outta school
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nah
11. What was the best thing you bought?
that i bought personally? probably acid
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
well i think this year a lot of my friends did things that surprised not only me but themselves, even tho a lot of shit happened, and whether they celebrate their behavior or not, i celebrate it for them... booya
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
jeni
14. Where did most of your money go?
drugs, alcohol, cigs, food, gas
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
getting my license back
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
all 50 cent and obie trice songs remind me of 2003
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? slightly happier i would think
ii. thinner or fatter? ahh thinner but not thin
iii. richer or poorer? def richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
dieting, drinking, partying while i was at college
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
speeding and eating
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i spent it with my fam at my moms house, then briana got incorporated in as well and it was good times
23. How many one-night stands? me and one night anything dont usually go in the same sentence
24. What was your favorite TV program? will and grace
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
well i kind of hate jeni but i think its more like i feel bad for her than hate her
26. What was the best book you read? some book on marijuana
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? 50 cent, obie trice, chingy
28. What did you want and get? drugs
30. What was your favorite film of this year? i dont really remember what came out but i did like that movie anger management
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 19 and i had a party in 2 hotels rooms at the cavalier in west yarmouth and i had mad friends from off cape come down and i destroyed a half a handle of captain morgans by myself
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? maybe a nice boy
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? i dress like a fuck. no matter what and no matter when.
34. What kept you sane?
my homies
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? 50 motherfucking cent
37. Who did you miss? yelley, renee, justin, eli, timmy, kelly, katie c and katie f, kelc, jeni, jamie, chris, dave
38. Who was the best new person you met?
pat
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
stop fucking up amanda
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
i'm not a trendy asshole, do what i want, do what i feel like, i'm not a trendy asshole, don't give a fuck if it's good enough for you, cuz i'm alive