August 26th, 2002 - "the last monday"

duh duh duh. my last monday at work..man if i think about it..i won't hafta work again till next summer..thats so phat i dont even think you understand. my hair is being a total asshole today..and i have been working so hard in this fucking place i am like sweating..blech. i had a really good ice coffee this morning. oh yah and i had my last appt. with my pediatrician this morning. other than being fat, i am really healthy she said..so thats cool..and i got blood taken that kinda sucked..i got a meningiatis vaccine..it was so quick...i kinda even enjoyed it?..lol..yah..so little ham basically said he would rather hang out with his gf then hang out with me before i leave..i was like..uh ok well bye then..i was debating saying something like bye or something to the people i hate just because i am leaving and i like the last word..actually i dont know why..fuck it i won't. we hung out with the fleisch the other night..i would say it was cool but it was kinda akward too..the fleisch isn't as fond of me as he used to be i dont think..he only wanted to hang out for like 2 hours...hey whatev i love that flesich nontheless...uh so i still need to finish cleaning my room..so i should tend to that immediately...and sleep..i could not get up this morning..i am so not a get up kid anymore..blah. so weird woman just called my work and like refused to let me take a message..is that allowed? uh yah so i guess i should go again cuz i am babbling..but i guess thats ok..i am probably the only one reading this anyway..and i always do..i always re-read my journal after i post it for some reason...i am so fat help me..hey i hate 2 people now..dave and pat..both my summer fuck buddies pretend they are like in love with me and never call..i mean its cool because i was not looking for anything special but they make the big deal about me calling and never call back...fuck that..boys are so stupid i swear..my hair is dark and i need to get used to it quickly before i kill myself..i should ask the provost..i dont think jeni was feeling it..nor were the people at work..i didnt even think it was that dramatic but i thought my boss was gonna have a small heart attack..oops..i wish i was typesetting..oh yah i hafta ask about the business cards for the connect...1-800-C-O-N-N-E-C-T...la de da de da..elvis costello was on the radio and i was fucking rockin out..i know that shit..oh yes i do..i use periods too much but they just flo so well..see..word..yeah so i guess i am out now for real this time..no fo' rizzy my nizzy..peace out all you bitches readin my shiznit...out