August 25th, 2002 - "meet me at miscarriage bridge"

i hafta work in the morning and that sucks...after my doctors appt. damn doctors. i feel good tonite..i am a do-gooder..i just bailed my friend out of jail..they are paying me back tho..like tomorrowish..i payed 200 bucks..a friend in need is a friend indeed...a friend with weed is better. speaking of that i need to go get my free bag for college soon. oh geez..so i have made solid plans for thursday night..my last night to fuck off on cape cod..jeni has reserved me in advance..that will be sad tho..my last nite with msc..i hope i lose weight at college..maybe i will get depressed and stop eating..or i wont be able to afford to eat..shit it is included in my tuition..faak. i am gonna have such a hard time leaving..shit.. nigs..what will i do without everyone..i will miss RT6...there are too many highways around new hampshire..here i only hafta worry about one. 6. i guess i will be expanding my horizons. i smoked with tinky winky tonite..he said its really gonna suck not seeing me for a while..he's a nice kid..oh yah and thanks erin for driving by twice and not even stopping to say hi...pshh whatev. my brother will not shake this germ phobia he has..the cat jumped on his bed tonite and he had to change the sheet..then after that was like yelling at the cat..at like 11:30 at night to stay away from his bed..i called him a fucking weirdo. well, he is. ok so now i have plans for tomorrow after work..jordan rutherford..word..that kids cool shit. my internet keeps fucking disconnecting..oh man i got matt and erin so stoned this week..erin moreso however..she is fun..i am glad i get to take thos memories with me to college..thats fabulous. i took erin and katie and colleen yard robbing the other night. we accumulated so many signs and reflectors and fake flowers..i left it all at the hizzy in the mizzy spot. don't take them. aww fuck this i am so tired and i am gonna be kicking myself in the ass for forcing myself online when i clearly needed my sleep...ok guys well i will catch ya'll on da flip side..i'm out