why hello everyone. i have been told that it is high time to update my live journal. so here it is. im sitting at work right now. its a shitty day so i doubt i will hafta deal with the public a whole lot. rob isnt here today, off cape for a funeral. darlene isnt here either which is sorta a bummer cuz that may mean i cant leave for my lunch break. at least darren is here so if i wanna leave i can just put the little motion detector out. so today i am finally sending joe a letter in jail. highly overdue. i have already attempted to see him twice, and to no avail. he has been asking for letters for so long.. he is gonna be out like a week and a half after he gets the letter, but hey, better late than never, right? i have little to no motivation to actually work, but when i don't i feel wicked crappy about it, so i will just hardcore it up after my lunch break and get all this shit done.
im going shopping at the kingston mall tomorrow with jeni and jen. should be interesting for a few reasons. one being that i havent hung out with jeni in a very long time. and two being that i fucking hate malls, but i figure it couldnt hurt since i do need to grab some xmas presents for my bitches who have been good this year. <3
i was supposed to go to scargo cafe tonight with keegan for dinner. but he made plans with ryan beforehand and forgot about it, so its not happening tonight. which is totally fine cuz i really am not a fan of going out to dinner, its not my steez. i might go to ryan doyle's house tonight anyway, he has like 5 up on me now so its only fair. but if i do go it probably wont be till sometime around 10. keegan wants me to go to boston with him and ryan when they go to the bars.. however he fails to realize that being a year from 21 severely cripples the public drinking scene for me. : (
so 2 of the kids responsible for all the fires around yarmouth were in my work consigning items last week. one left an amp, but didnt give us an ID, so we didnt list it. the other kid brought a guitar in. we sold it for him. his mom called crying and wanted to come get the check. bad boys. they are only freshman too, how sad.
so joey hoeft killed himself on wednesday. i know him in a few different ways. i went to middle school with him, he was a year beneath me. i used to be on his bus when i would take the bus to nan's house. jamie goodwin dated him briefly. i knew his brother from shop. and just last year erin, zoe, and i frequented buying weed from him. apparently he had just gotten outta jail for robbery of some sort. im told he had a really hard time. he hung himself. RIP Joey. it really affected me for a few reasons. one was obviously cuz i knew him, but not like well enough to go to the funeral or anything like that, just enough to feel sad. it also just happened to spark all the emotion i had about tinky winky killing himself. that was the hardest friend death i have ever had to handle, and hopefully the last one for a significant amount of time. this makes now 4 people who i knew personally, dying at a ridiculously young age. all suicides. 3 hangings. it hurts. i just wish i could save everyone.
ok subject change. tis' the season to hate yourself. i dont know if it just my depressing part of the month (which seems to be the only time i post, hah) but i just really cant handle being pathetic anymore. its really hard now, lol. im in the process of losing weight, and being able to fit into things i couldnt before, which is great and everything.. but the slowest process ever! i wish i could just go back on atkins but unfortunately i lost that part of self control. its just sick to be 20 years old and to have had absolutely no action in seriously such a long time that its unfathomable to the rest of you normal sexually healthy people. haha. i am all about taking things slow. but things are way too fucking slow at this point. its just really sad how big of a loser i am. hahaha.
so its now noon and i have officially packed and shipped a few things, burned jen a cd, talked to 3 customers, and typed this live journal entry. la de freakin da. so i figure i will waste time till 12:30, take my lunch break, then do some work. i need another coffee immediately if not sooner. i wish someone would lunch break me. i need to go to a fucking concert. quicker. oh i just remembered.. red bull 3 for 5 at cumby's.. here i come!
we saw The Grudge at the trope the other night. it reminded me of the ring considerably. it scared the shit outta me.. but definetely not the scariest movie i have ever seen. and there is speculation on my behalf that sarah michelle gellar is indeed a jew. the reason that led me to believe it was her nose. i mean you can tell a jew from a mile away with those fuckin beaks. but then i was thinking, in the show friends, ross and monica gellar are jews.. and that must mean their last name is jewish.. which they happen to share with sarah michelle. haha those jews.
ok well im seriously boring myself to an unpleasant point now. i wish something exciting would happen. i hope tonight is awesome.. but i have a bad feeling.. i really hate being non-chipper. happy holidays if no one hears from me. im not really partaking in the whole xmas thing this year.. im too broke and i am pretty sure that now that i live on my own i could give 2 shits about xmas. but anyway, i hope everyone else has a fantastic xmas. oh yeah, and new years party at my house motherfuckers! unless i can find a better party to go to.. LoL.. live it love it <3
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