August 19th, 2002 - "sexxx cubbies"

well i totally fucked pat at chris provosts party in the little sex cubby of the boat my family owns at mayfair...weirdly enough it took me a longtime to realize i had a boat there. everyone was trashed. people came and went and i didnt realize it till early morning. i got like 3 hours of sleep if that in my car that morning. so the pat thing..he has to make it all so dramatic.."oh i have liked you since freshman year".."oh your not like other girls"..."i have wanted this for so long".."you dont believe me do you" and crazy shit like that. i mean..i am not a slut but granted, it doesnt take THAT much to get me into bed...a girl has to get hers too! but anyway..the strangest thing about it is that he was the best sex i have ever had...well he was ONLY my 4th partner..but he was indeed amazing and nothing short of it. peter von is like fighting with me about jen...uh yah shut it. so its really hot and its supposed to cool down starting tomorrow. that would be phat. ok so i leave in 2 weeks. well a little less..that so scary..ok well i am getting tired and agitated..and hot..peace