April 4th, 2003 - "clearing up clearing out"

it has been brought to my attention that my live journal link is still in 2 of my profiles, therefore allowing people to simply click and read. its weird when you find out people actually do. anyway, i guess this is kinda for katie cuz i know she may read it. what you did to my was probably one of the most shittiest things anyone could ever have done to me. and i am glad you feel shitty about it if you do. and its not just a stupid fight over a guy, i dont even care about that part as much as i care about the fact that i cant trust you. do you remember when you said to me "i would never do that to you", cuz i do. and it sucks. and altho i forgive and forget, and i probably will, just always know that this will always be in the back of my mind, the haunting thought that i cant trust someone i love like a sister.